newness

so i have gotten out of the crappy crap hole that was my life and I feel yesterday and today were the official turning points  I ended unemployment in a ball of flame (long fuggn story...involves a security guard, me being rightous, me throwing a latte and me falling down stairs) and I started my new full time job today. ALSO i got my lisence back and I started school again this week. its awesome. on a bummed sort of note I feel like none of my friends (all 2 of them) really give a fuck  they are too self absorbed and busy being low lifes to tell me good job  i told Brad i wanted to celebrate and he said he couldnt bc he was starving and he didnt have any pot. ok  whatever  same with Danielle  she just wanted to stay home and watch Twilight or something . Thanks guys  whatever   they have been assholes for awhile though  so i guess Im not surprised.   Anastsia texted and congratulated me  that felt good  this is a huge step for me and it feels good  fuck shitty friends  I have myself