Im a person just Like you 'cept I have nothing better to do.

Neon Hitch cover of Drop it Like Its Hot


^love it!


















I saw a kid in Santa Cruz with this^^ tape on his deck and It looks reallly cool because like all grip tape it was sparkely, just like the crystals of thc on weed nuggies, so to me it looked like he just had this big beautiful sparkely weed board. I highly reccomend this tape to any dedicated stoney skater. I know you are out there....btw Its made by MOB.get it.

WTF radio

sick in bed on a friday! LAME but its all alright because:::::

ok got some cool stuff to share!!
   A dear friend of mine :: Matt Willett :: (love you friend!) is a dj on a pirate radio station in Buffalo NY called 94.9 WTF radio. You can catch him late night under the alias Dj Anonymosh. but him telling me about this led me to look into it. Initially I was just trying to find some recordings of his show so I could hear him and what he has been playing but happily it led me to this:
  BuffaBLOG.com
  Its pretty freaking cool! There is a playlist posted on the right hand side of the blog with a bunch of cool music that I have never heard of before.

  OMFG im seriously loosing my mind over this. goin gaga. slajfowtsafdkws
this is cool. CHECK IT OUT RIGHT NOWWWWWWWWAAAAHH!!
haha. but for reals do it!

some bands that I found through it thus far:
 Artic Death
 Love Scenes
 Tortoise
 ceo
THE BIRd DAY
Neon Hitch
and there is like so many more. and you can listen to all of these bands on the blog. right now! so go. :) I am listening while I am typing this. just switching back and forth between tabs. so I am sharing as I am learning and o wow. so neat.
I LOVE the west coast. but I am still very curious about the EAST!


and excuse me if these^ are old news but I dont have cable so I am left to my own devices to find stuff to listen to. so dont hate on me OK!
which leads me to another thought:.
my friend Logan and I were talking about how mean and aggressive people in the American scene are. Like they are all really territorial over trends and looks and music and art and everthing like  "this is mine. I started it. I am real and everyone else is a fake fake phony poser"  and well. we just think its sad and dumb because so long as you like/love/adore/feel it then it doesnt matter. fashion and noise is always coming and going. there is no secret club. it belongs to no one. and at this point NOTHING IS NEW.



I am pretty sure anything we do over here London and Japan and a handful of other places have been doing for a way long time. so Lose the 'tude dudes!
 it just makes you look insecure and sucky. BLAAH. I HATE YOU OVER AGGRESIVE BIKE RIDE'N VEGAN TATTOOED XXX GAGED EAR RAT TAIL THICK RIMMED GLASSES fuckers who think you started everything. its all just A) for a good cause B) for a good time C)just for fun. and none of those things needs to me guarded and kept from being shared so suck it fucktards you dont own it. you just wish you did because you know that you are just doing what you saw your older brother do back in tha day and you dont want people to know that you didnt think of it yourself. ugh. but apart of everything I am saying right now is contradicting a small part of my point. so just never mind. forget it. i dont know how to properly say what I mean. shh.




its not a fucking cult that only special people can be in so get over it.

R.I.P. Aaliyah

today is the 9 year anniversary of Aaliyahs plane crash. 
Growing up I loved Aaliyah. She was always on the radio
She was way too young to die.

I still love all of these::

your not aloud to talk about it

The Crayon Fields


All the Places of the World


I like this band, its not my super number one favorite. But I still like it.  The melodies are sweet. calm. poppy mellow. sometimes they remind me of The Whitest Boy Alive and Kings of Convenience.    I have to be in the right mood to really enjoy it though, like right now I am sick in bed with a congested head so it feels just right for today. calm and soothing but not completely ambient and out there. but i dunno. its borderline mediocre . try it out. maybe you will like it. maybe you will love it. maybe you wont. its whatever.  
(and by the way my favorite song on here is track 6: Graceless )

ride

   i love this song/video
Ciara is one of the better RnB singers in my opinion. Everytime one of her songs comes on the radio I turn it up. The beats are always on point, she can sing well and she is beautiful. her new album Basic Instinct is scheduled to come out in October. I just might buy it. maybe. we'll see what else it has to offer. but so far, if its all like this, im so down. I was talking with a co worker the other day, who is deeply involved with the RnB and hip hop scene,and she said she hadnt been able to really get into this that much but that she would give it another listen. I told her to watch the video straight through and tell me what she thinks. being that she is from detroit I value her opinion on the stuff, for she grew up rooted in it and is much more knowledgeable on it then I am. I can see why she would say she wasnt that into it. The first 30 seconds of the song dont really hook you. but once I listened to it all the way I decided I liked it a lot.

Low Life

found at flashglamtrash.com::

"LOWLIFE: Sleazy motels, stretch marks and Crack whores abound in this photographic memoir by Scot Sothern. He picked them up in the street and would photograph them in motels, sometimes having sex with them afterwards. There is a whiff of mortality about it all."

PEPPER

"There is no moon, no stars, no ceiling, just black from the ground up. Pepper takes my hand and leads me down a path I can't see and up a bushy hill underneath the Hollywood Freeway. A few yards away, burning tobacco, floating red fireflies, low moans and evil spells. People who I can't see, vampires and werewolves. Somebody barks like a dog, he says, Bark bark motherfucker.

Six yards above me cars are flying by, hissing like snakes at ninety miles an hour. I'm high on drugs, crack cocaine, which at this moment, I highly recommend.

Pepper knows the inhabitants of this impromptu cemetery. She knows the route around the gravestones and dead-ends. Somebody flips their Bic and I see the painted backdrop of my dreams. I tell Pepper, Go thataway. Pepper consults me regarding wardrobe and we decide she should open her shirt, expose her breasts, and pull her pants down. When I hit the shutter the flash is brilliant and beautiful and Pepper is a vision of innocence and purity. "






http://www.scotsothern.com


http://www.scotsothern.com


http://www.scotsothern.com




^this is really sincerely fascinating  
I cant wrap my head around it. there is just so much to take in. 
he did a good job of capturing this lifestyle. 
The photos are good but the stories that go with them are better.

remixxxd and all messed up

i wish I wasnt home alone right now.
I wish someone was here with me.
coco is irritating me and there is no running water and there is no one to talk to
and I just feel really annoyed and frustrated

sore throat

feeling kinda out there.

AIENN

do you ever just feel like beating the shit outta someone.. mmkay cuz i do
my diva brat tranny 16 yr old cousin is here.
he needs some help
he is a total diva betch
and I am not the one to help him. i reallly just dont give a shit about any of his priorities. and he is rude.
mmhggg,
i have my hands full.
fek

display off. thats all i got

THIS IS A FUCKING GEM
CHERISH IT

Rudy sez the first song on here makes me loose my mind
no. actually they all do.
the second one Give it back is a good
and the third track is a juicy pear emerald sparkle fuckpillspillsspill spillspill
go here and click music

^^   "EVIL GRIMACE - GET STOKEDER 11 songs in eight minutes. Songs about soda, video games, and calling in sick to work. For fans of Gorilla Biscuits, The Descendants, Good Clean Fun. "

it came from deadnuns.com/music.html






DEADNUNS.COM/MUSIC.HTML  the whole site is pretty cool so far::: im still working my through. taking my time. savorying everybite

party in the ghetto and I Just dont know....

Str8 off Tha Streetz of Muthaphukkin Compton

stand the test of time

Nirvana ....yumm.
it never gets old
pretty sure  Something in the way is my favorite song
Polly is my second favorite song by them...but i dunno. it depends on the day



"underneath the bridge the tarp has sprung a leak, and the animals I've trapped have all become my pets.."
aahhwww. it nearly breaks my heart




NeverMind

I remember laying and staring at this cd cover at my babysitters house
when I was a little girl. she was 15 and  had a pet rat