rememberrr

And I know... i know alot of people think I'm dumb. and weird. and mean. and a bitch and whatever else. and i know that alot of people only think that because i am mis understood. and thats all. mis understood for ever and ever. and i dont care. its my own way of creating a cloud of mystery around myself. as long as you dont understand i dont have to worry about what you think. too look inside my head would be to grow greatly enlightened. not about me but about the big picture. I see it. not always in the present but always i see it. and sometimes that sucks because it always pushes me into putting myself in to others shoes and later feel dumb for all that happens ever. because as we all should know by now...everything and everyone is half real and half imagined. but for me it is all really imagined. and imangined to be real. even though in the back of my mind i know better than to think in such dreamy ways. outer space is where i choose to rest my mind that way i will always remain disconnected from the rest of the world. imagination is bliss.