iloveyoutoo

fuck my dad. he is a piece of shit
a stupid dumb piece of trailer trash alcoholic Mexican American wife beating lieing shit. i hate him i hate him.
i really don't know why i even talk to him anymore.

all he does is disappoint. ugh.

i am mad. and i am sad. like totally bummed.

flaked on me tonight.
and lied.
and is a drunk ass. fuck.


so i am here. at my house. alone. as usual.
I hate my new place.
its so far away.
all I do is sit here
and smoke weed
and draw
and talk to coco
who normally doesnt have much to repsond.


i dont know. this winter is too long. i feel depressed and lonely. and its lame

i want to cheer up. but i dont know how